So Far Apart

I feel so far apart from Sabrina. She seems so angry and doesn't want to talk to me. She texts me about picking up the girls for appointments and sometimes we have brunch together and we go to get our nails done and she let me use her car for 3 weeks while my car was being repaired from the accident. But she avoids being alone with me and talking with me.She seems like she'll try to see another therapist. She thinks John is too slow and we don't accomplish anything. In a way I agree with her. The dog thing just got dropped because she didn't want to deal with it. Same with the Christmas debacle. Our problems don't get resolved. Why won't she talk to me? I really try to be very careful about what I say to her as to not set her off. I tried to be kind and grateful to Clint when he took me to get my car. I make suggestions to do things together but she often brings the girls and Clint along. We never talk, really. It's such an upsetting situation for me. She's my only child and doesn't want to be with me at all. It is a rejection that is difficult to take.I guess I'll have to get a referral to another therapist for the two of us from John today, That's awkward. I like John and he's helped me a lot. I will still see him alone. Maybe it's better to have a different therapist. I'm willing to try, anyway.