Diappointing Brunch on Sunday

Sabrina, the girls, and I went to brunch on Sunday. It was rather quick, less than an hour. It felt rushed, too. Kind of like we were just doing it to get it over. That was disappointing. The girls were not in a very good mood. That's what I like most about going to brunch--the girls interaction with everyone. Sabrina was just in a big hurry. It was weird.

I got an email from Clint about the loan. He suggested we go out to lunch on a Saturday or Sunday after they get back from their vacation to talk about it. He admitted money has been tight with Sabrina losing her job but she got sevrence pay and they are going on vacation so things can't be that tight. He also mentioned that he wanted to talk to me about "a couple of other things." I wonder what that means. What does he want to talk to me about? It can't be good. And why does Sabrina want me to talk to him rather than her? If he tells me that they can't pay it back I'm going to have a hissy fit. He may also want to tell me to butt out of their business with the girls. They think I'm filling the girls' heads with bad things about them. I will admit that i had a melt-down over Christmas when we went to see that awful movie "Tron." I did behave badly that day and I regret that. 

Sabrina still has not made an appointment with the psychotherapist.We really need to go to see someone if we are ever going to get over our problems. I have given  her all the information she needs. I don't know why she won't make the appointment. 

I have a migraine today (rats) but I wish I knew what Clint wants to talk about. I am anxious about what he wants to talk about besides paying me back the loan. I am being very generous by offering to let them have another year to pay back the loan. But they have to make regular payments, which they did at first but haven't done recently.

I hate having to talk to him about money and whatever else he wants to talk about. I really am very anxious about all this.