It's almost 9:30 a,m, and Ernie is still in bed, Maybe his bath and grooming wore him out yesterday. He didn't even get up for prayers. I went up about 45 minutes ago to turn up the heat because it's so cold out and get my slipper socks, and he is still lying in the bed, sound asleep.
I feel somewhat anxious this morning. My diarrhea is at least improving a little bit, It's been going on all week. I haven't taken my blood pressure today. It was okay yesterday but high on Wednesday and Monday. I'm glad I got my own monitor ans also glad I found my extra meds so I can take them morning and night the way I'm supposed to. Maybe that will keep it down.
Buddha Box called yesterday and my jewelry is in, so I will have to stop over after Juma' this afternoon and pick it up. I'm a little nervous about getting it. A nose ring is bigger than just a stud. Most obvious.
I am really glad that I had the sense not just to enter my credit card information in that application to the University of the Rockies last night. It was kind of like a high pressure sales pitch. I don't wan to be stuck paying for classes I don't want. And the more I thought about it, the more I decided I don't want to go there. There's just something not right about it. I don't quite know what, but it's not right for me. I think Walden is the right one; it's the one I get the best feeling about. So I will go with that and try to apply for a scholarship or grant. Maybe I'll get it; who knows?
I better go take some klonopin to try to calm down. I am really nervous about Brenda coming tomorrow to assess my mess for a house. She certainly has 10 hours of work to do. But I know that I will feel better if the place is clean and this is her job. It's what she does. I shouldn't feel embarrassed. It is what it is. Then I can get the cleaners in to fix the place up. Finally. And maybe I will even be able to unpacked the things in the garage and find my photos and have them scanned so I can use them in the genealogy pages. That's a goal to work for.
Well, I'd better go take my meds and hope I feel better. More calm. It was weird again last night. When I texted Sabrina that Brenda was coming over on Saturday, she thought we were going to the movies then. But last week she said Saturday; no, Sunday. So I was planning on Sunday. So I guess we're going on Sunday. I don't think Clint likes her to be out without him on the weekends.
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