Holidays

I am beginning to really dislike holidays, especially days like today, Mother's Day. I always feel left out, all lone, rejected. Sabrina doesn't seem to get it that I would really like to spend some time with her on holidays. I believe that she doesn't like me. If she did, she would do something nice for me for the holiday. She's always too busy to pay attention to me. I wish there were some way I could stop feeling this way and just face the fact that she isn't going to care about me. She gets upset at things I say in my blog. Maybe I should take it down from Facebook and then she wouldn't see it. She's too lazy to look it up on the blog sight. I feel I can't say anything I want to in my blog because she'll see it and then there will be trouble. I think I will take it down and then there wouldn't be so much trouble. I feel just so bad that she doesn't care about me. I've tried to do nice things for her but she doesn't care. I just feel so much of an outcast.